this year i loved listening to the florence sinclair record driving very fast on autopilot through american southwest in deep winter night praying engine would hold out for the final 90 mile stretch into arizona. crete milky way 4am heat wine dark sea. second-hand grief. 1kg liquid ricotta. calabria 2007 bright brass + nap. cole palmer vs. spain. brian mobbed by ecstatic italians after stretch of chopped + screwed neoshoegaze in centre of hazy bamboo labyrinth. only 2 good films this year, no good books, i don't write anymore. incense, old stone, no sleep, playing football for hours and hours. very tired